sumimasen...kita tgh fikir how does another people who had everything but still feel not satisfied with their sources living la vida loca?am i expect pityness from other while actually i need to wake myself about this cause no one gonna help me to arrange my life?am i stupid or crazy or what?If i can't handle myself to be as ordinary person,how i'm gonna show to everyone that I can handle everything under pressure and quite alright?I'm trying to move myself into something better in life so I might not being like stranger to myself.Hopefully this reminder will help me to improve me from time to time....Insya Allah.